What's on my mind ? well, i think i'm ugly and fat and i have no friends. i think people secrety hate me and i put a brave face on all the time but i'm dying inside. i get argumentative and moody because i'm a girl but unfortunately some people don't realiza that and take it to heart. i feel guilty so easily and when i try to fix things i usually mess it up more. when people ask me if i'm okay i say yes but what i want them to do is hug me tight and let me know that they're there for me, notwalk away. i hate myself , i hate who i am. i hate my weight , i hate my eyes , i hate my hair , i hate my skin , i hate my nose, i hate my legs , i hate my arms , i hate my belly , i hate my feet , i hate my ears, i hate my nails. sometimes i think , i look half decent today, but that is normally ruined by some stuck up boy who swear he's worth a billion pound. no , facebook, i am not going to post 'what's on my mind', and i don't think anyone on facebook does. i would never tell the people who bullshit about me and judge me what i really feel for them to judge me even more.so catch me over here on twitter and tumblr where what i feel actually matters and i love these strangers more than my own friends. it's scary right ? i know.